1 00:00:07,749 --> 00:00:05,269 what is up everybody thanks for joining 2 00:00:10,070 --> 00:00:07,759 us on this wonderful 3 00:00:11,910 --> 00:00:10,080 thursday afternoon 4 00:00:15,509 --> 00:00:11,920 um so i still am going to do some 5 00:00:17,750 --> 00:00:15,519 thursday shows now and again or i mean 6 00:00:18,790 --> 00:00:17,760 early afternoon shows once in a while 7 00:00:21,189 --> 00:00:18,800 um 8 00:00:23,910 --> 00:00:21,199 probably will wind up being wednesday 9 00:00:26,950 --> 00:00:23,920 but who knows you know me sometimes 10 00:00:28,710 --> 00:00:26,960 um if something pops up some news or 11 00:00:30,710 --> 00:00:28,720 something that's breaking 12 00:00:34,150 --> 00:00:30,720 or something that's just on my mind and 13 00:00:35,670 --> 00:00:34,160 i want to grab you know the the 14 00:00:37,270 --> 00:00:35,680 camera or whatever and start doing some 15 00:00:38,549 --> 00:00:37,280 talking that's what i'll do 16 00:00:45,350 --> 00:00:38,559 um 17 00:00:47,590 --> 00:00:45,360 a citizen scientist he was on the show a 18 00:00:50,709 --> 00:00:47,600 while back and we talked about 19 00:00:53,110 --> 00:00:50,719 uh the townsend brown whole scenario 20 00:00:55,910 --> 00:00:53,120 because i had those documents 21 00:00:57,750 --> 00:00:55,920 uh those were in the uh air force osi 22 00:00:59,270 --> 00:00:57,760 documents i had so he gave us a 23 00:01:00,709 --> 00:00:59,280 breakdown of that it was pretty cool but 24 00:01:03,510 --> 00:01:00,719 you got to be a member now to see that 25 00:01:04,869 --> 00:01:03,520 video if you haven't noticed um 26 00:01:07,830 --> 00:01:04,879 i have 27 00:01:09,990 --> 00:01:07,840 so many videos i'm starting to put a 28 00:01:11,350 --> 00:01:10,000 good amount of them in the members only 29 00:01:13,270 --> 00:01:11,360 thing 30 00:01:15,270 --> 00:01:13,280 um 31 00:01:17,030 --> 00:01:15,280 you know that they'll have to be 32 00:01:18,950 --> 00:01:17,040 old enough for me to do that i wouldn't 33 00:01:20,710 --> 00:01:18,960 just do that but but you know what i'm 34 00:01:22,390 --> 00:01:20,720 saying so 35 00:01:23,830 --> 00:01:22,400 uh there's a lot of good reason to be a 36 00:01:26,390 --> 00:01:23,840 member and it's like a 37 00:01:27,350 --> 00:01:26,400 dollar 99 a month or something 38 00:01:28,230 --> 00:01:27,360 um 39 00:01:30,149 --> 00:01:28,240 so 40 00:01:33,190 --> 00:01:30,159 you know am i going to get rich off of 41 00:01:36,950 --> 00:01:33,200 it no but 42 00:01:38,310 --> 00:01:36,960 but it's something you know so 43 00:01:40,390 --> 00:01:38,320 um 44 00:01:42,550 --> 00:01:40,400 yeah so we're going to bring him on and 45 00:01:44,789 --> 00:01:42,560 i'm also going to talk about the poll i 46 00:01:45,830 --> 00:01:44,799 put on twitter which would have had to 47 00:01:47,510 --> 00:01:45,840 do with 48 00:01:50,310 --> 00:01:47,520 uh it was pretty basic like do you 49 00:01:52,069 --> 00:01:50,320 believe um we're being 50 00:01:54,550 --> 00:01:52,079 told the truth you know it was an 51 00:01:56,709 --> 00:01:54,560 overall question it wasn't towards one 52 00:01:58,469 --> 00:01:56,719 person or the other person but um we got 53 00:01:59,910 --> 00:01:58,479 about 200 votes in there 54 00:02:01,990 --> 00:01:59,920 and we'll 55 00:02:03,670 --> 00:02:02,000 i'll tell you the results and maybe i'll 56 00:02:04,870 --> 00:02:03,680 go through some of 57 00:02:06,230 --> 00:02:04,880 um 58 00:02:08,550 --> 00:02:06,240 some of the comments that kind of stuck 59 00:02:10,869 --> 00:02:08,560 out to me the most on there and give you 60 00:02:14,550 --> 00:02:10,879 my thoughts about that 61 00:02:15,510 --> 00:02:14,560 and tonight at 6 00 p.m central standard 62 00:02:17,830 --> 00:02:15,520 time 63 00:02:20,630 --> 00:02:17,840 um we have 64 00:02:22,630 --> 00:02:20,640 deborah from 65 00:02:24,949 --> 00:02:22,640 the observers she's the experiencer from 66 00:02:26,710 --> 00:02:24,959 the observers movie uh that just came 67 00:02:28,470 --> 00:02:26,720 out yesterday which if you haven't seen 68 00:02:29,910 --> 00:02:28,480 it um 69 00:02:32,309 --> 00:02:29,920 you know let me know how you feel i 70 00:02:34,070 --> 00:02:32,319 thought it was a pretty great movie so 71 00:02:35,830 --> 00:02:34,080 um 72 00:02:38,309 --> 00:02:35,840 some parts were actually kind of 73 00:02:43,350 --> 00:02:38,319 overwhelming so 74 00:02:45,990 --> 00:02:44,470 famous 75 00:02:47,589 --> 00:02:46,000 intro well i got a lot of different 76 00:02:49,430 --> 00:02:47,599 intros but 77 00:02:51,030 --> 00:02:49,440 and none of them are really famous but 78 00:02:57,830 --> 00:02:51,040 um 79 00:04:04,869 --> 00:03:09,900 [Music] 80 00:04:09,990 --> 00:04:07,429 so yeah that's end uap secrecy day don't 81 00:04:11,750 --> 00:04:10,000 miss it we have benji as a host also an 82 00:04:13,190 --> 00:04:11,760 experiencer 83 00:04:14,710 --> 00:04:13,200 i'll be there 84 00:04:16,069 --> 00:04:14,720 here we have jake christopher king 85 00:04:18,310 --> 00:04:16,079 experiencer 86 00:04:19,670 --> 00:04:18,320 um we have 87 00:04:21,670 --> 00:04:19,680 um 88 00:04:23,749 --> 00:04:21,680 a lot of people we have john ramirez 89 00:04:27,270 --> 00:04:23,759 experiencer we have 90 00:04:29,590 --> 00:04:27,280 uh steve in bassette ross cohart we have 91 00:04:31,510 --> 00:04:29,600 a great group of people from france 92 00:04:33,909 --> 00:04:31,520 great researchers i'm going to update 93 00:04:35,749 --> 00:04:33,919 the um 94 00:04:37,270 --> 00:04:35,759 the guests on the event here there's 95 00:04:38,710 --> 00:04:37,280 just been a lot going on but i'm going 96 00:04:40,830 --> 00:04:38,720 to get to that and start hitting that 97 00:04:45,270 --> 00:04:40,840 pretty soon first just want to say hi to 98 00:04:46,790 --> 00:04:45,280 everybody um mckay for 2d 99 00:04:49,189 --> 00:04:46,800 uh linda 100 00:04:52,550 --> 00:04:49,199 uh woman's uap 101 00:04:55,110 --> 00:04:52,560 what's up uh lord boss lord base 102 00:04:58,070 --> 00:04:55,120 what's happening witness citizen glad 103 00:05:01,590 --> 00:05:00,070 that's never going to get old maybe the 104 00:05:03,430 --> 00:05:01,600 people who watch 105 00:05:05,350 --> 00:05:03,440 consistently but 106 00:05:07,670 --> 00:05:05,360 diesel girl what's up 107 00:05:10,150 --> 00:05:07,680 thanks for popping in i appreciate it 108 00:05:11,430 --> 00:05:10,160 uh uriel did i say that right what's 109 00:05:13,430 --> 00:05:11,440 going on 110 00:05:15,350 --> 00:05:13,440 thanks for hanging out i do appreciate 111 00:05:17,990 --> 00:05:15,360 it jose hello 112 00:05:19,590 --> 00:05:18,000 how are you uh if anyone's watching and 113 00:05:21,350 --> 00:05:19,600 they aren't signed into youtube that'd 114 00:05:23,189 --> 00:05:21,360 be great if he did hit the subscribe 115 00:05:25,270 --> 00:05:23,199 button or like the video 116 00:05:27,350 --> 00:05:25,280 or even on twitter jump over to youtube 117 00:05:29,830 --> 00:05:27,360 join the chat hang out 118 00:05:31,749 --> 00:05:29,840 um because sometimes it's fun not always 119 00:05:33,830 --> 00:05:31,759 but 120 00:05:36,830 --> 00:05:33,840 a lot of that's up to you alright so 121 00:05:39,909 --> 00:05:36,840 without further ado i'm gonna bring in a 122 00:05:43,029 --> 00:05:39,919 citizen scientist how you doing 123 00:05:45,430 --> 00:05:43,039 good how are you sean good 124 00:05:46,550 --> 00:05:45,440 aka joe 125 00:05:48,390 --> 00:05:46,560 yeah 126 00:05:49,830 --> 00:05:48,400 josie's your one for everyone out there 127 00:05:51,990 --> 00:05:49,840 okay yeah i'm not gonna sit here call 128 00:05:53,990 --> 00:05:52,000 you a citizen i'm citizen i'm just 129 00:05:55,909 --> 00:05:54,000 kidding 130 00:05:57,110 --> 00:05:55,919 oh we got a new guy to edmond star 131 00:05:58,230 --> 00:05:57,120 what's up 132 00:05:59,909 --> 00:05:58,240 awesome 133 00:06:03,029 --> 00:05:59,919 robert hello 134 00:06:05,430 --> 00:06:03,039 happy to see you as always sir 135 00:06:06,870 --> 00:06:05,440 um so 136 00:06:07,909 --> 00:06:06,880 um 137 00:06:09,830 --> 00:06:07,919 what are you thinking about this 138 00:06:11,510 --> 00:06:09,840 amendment 139 00:06:12,309 --> 00:06:11,520 um well actually 140 00:06:38,309 --> 00:06:12,319 i 141 00:06:41,189 --> 00:06:38,319 the work culture that got others 142 00:06:43,430 --> 00:06:41,199 interested in it so 143 00:06:44,950 --> 00:06:43,440 it being the phenomenon in general but 144 00:06:47,189 --> 00:06:44,960 uh 145 00:06:48,390 --> 00:06:47,199 yeah positive 146 00:06:51,189 --> 00:06:48,400 yeah that's good 147 00:06:53,670 --> 00:06:51,199 um you know i was with uh 148 00:06:54,950 --> 00:06:53,680 dr ravi loeb last night and they're 149 00:06:56,870 --> 00:06:54,960 looking for 150 00:06:58,790 --> 00:06:56,880 you know possible engineers to help out 151 00:07:01,830 --> 00:06:58,800 so maybe that's a that's an opportunity 152 00:07:03,510 --> 00:07:01,840 for you at some point who knows 153 00:07:05,270 --> 00:07:03,520 you know i don't know if um i'm in the 154 00:07:07,189 --> 00:07:05,280 specialty that they're looking for but 155 00:07:10,550 --> 00:07:07,199 uh yeah 156 00:07:13,589 --> 00:07:10,560 yeah i'm interested yeah so um today you 157 00:07:17,029 --> 00:07:13,599 are going to talk with us about um 158 00:07:20,150 --> 00:07:17,039 something called stellar lifting 159 00:07:21,430 --> 00:07:20,160 which sounds very very interesting 160 00:07:24,390 --> 00:07:21,440 um so 161 00:07:25,350 --> 00:07:24,400 what is the general basis for that 162 00:07:29,510 --> 00:07:25,360 what is it 163 00:07:30,390 --> 00:07:29,520 stellar lifting is a theoretical 164 00:07:32,629 --> 00:07:30,400 mechanism 165 00:07:33,430 --> 00:07:32,639 by which a civilization 166 00:07:34,870 --> 00:07:33,440 uh 167 00:07:36,390 --> 00:07:34,880 for those who are familiar it's 168 00:07:38,870 --> 00:07:36,400 typically considered 169 00:07:40,309 --> 00:07:38,880 on the kardashev scale like a k2 170 00:07:42,870 --> 00:07:40,319 civilization or above but there's a lot 171 00:07:45,589 --> 00:07:42,880 of different classification systems for 172 00:07:48,390 --> 00:07:45,599 classifying theoretical advanced uh 173 00:07:50,950 --> 00:07:48,400 extraterrestrial species sure uh 174 00:07:53,189 --> 00:07:50,960 in any case stellar lifting what it does 175 00:07:54,550 --> 00:07:53,199 or the process is 176 00:07:56,869 --> 00:07:54,560 um it could be done a number of 177 00:07:58,629 --> 00:07:56,879 different ways but essentially 178 00:07:59,909 --> 00:07:58,639 it would be uh 179 00:08:02,950 --> 00:07:59,919 the 180 00:08:03,749 --> 00:08:02,960 advanced species controlling 181 00:08:05,270 --> 00:08:03,759 the 182 00:08:07,909 --> 00:08:05,280 uh 183 00:08:10,390 --> 00:08:07,919 inducing and controlling solar flares 184 00:08:13,110 --> 00:08:10,400 for for their local star or a star that 185 00:08:15,990 --> 00:08:13,120 they're in the star system of 186 00:08:18,950 --> 00:08:16,000 in order to get the material that's 187 00:08:21,830 --> 00:08:18,960 normally so stars eject material all the 188 00:08:22,950 --> 00:08:21,840 time you know we have stolen solar winds 189 00:08:24,790 --> 00:08:22,960 um 190 00:08:26,950 --> 00:08:24,800 they also do something called clearing 191 00:08:28,629 --> 00:08:26,960 the neighborhood right for anyone that's 192 00:08:31,270 --> 00:08:28,639 interested in astronomy it's 193 00:08:33,350 --> 00:08:31,280 uh stars generally will 194 00:08:36,709 --> 00:08:33,360 control the environment in 195 00:08:38,389 --> 00:08:36,719 their local area uh to a certain extent 196 00:08:41,350 --> 00:08:38,399 over a long period of time over you know 197 00:08:45,110 --> 00:08:41,360 geological time skills and 198 00:08:48,230 --> 00:08:45,120 uh what happens is with stellar lifting 199 00:08:50,230 --> 00:08:48,240 the race would control like the ejection 200 00:08:51,990 --> 00:08:50,240 of material and actually encourage it 201 00:08:54,550 --> 00:08:52,000 through additional solar flares or 202 00:08:57,670 --> 00:08:54,560 kernel mass ejections with advanced 203 00:08:59,829 --> 00:08:57,680 techniques with magnetism and 204 00:09:00,949 --> 00:08:59,839 as that material gets 205 00:09:01,990 --> 00:09:00,959 shed 206 00:09:04,470 --> 00:09:02,000 they would 207 00:09:07,590 --> 00:09:04,480 continue to control the where that 208 00:09:10,150 --> 00:09:07,600 material is going locally to the star 209 00:09:12,470 --> 00:09:10,160 and uh allow it to get far enough away 210 00:09:14,310 --> 00:09:12,480 that it'll cool and then you can 211 00:09:16,230 --> 00:09:14,320 mine it essentially and the thought 212 00:09:18,710 --> 00:09:16,240 process behind this is 213 00:09:21,269 --> 00:09:18,720 what's the biggest concentration of 214 00:09:23,829 --> 00:09:21,279 material out there it's a star you know 215 00:09:25,590 --> 00:09:23,839 yeah there's there's the theory that uh 216 00:09:27,670 --> 00:09:25,600 different races might 217 00:09:29,590 --> 00:09:27,680 uh you know a civilization may be 218 00:09:30,790 --> 00:09:29,600 interested in mining asteroids in an 219 00:09:32,550 --> 00:09:30,800 area but 220 00:09:33,829 --> 00:09:32,560 and that could be true as well but 221 00:09:35,910 --> 00:09:33,839 you're also going to have a lot of 222 00:09:37,670 --> 00:09:35,920 material if you're advanced enough a 223 00:09:39,910 --> 00:09:37,680 quick way to get a lot of material 224 00:09:41,030 --> 00:09:39,920 towards whatever project or 225 00:09:43,269 --> 00:09:41,040 process that you might need that 226 00:09:45,110 --> 00:09:43,279 material for would be to do this this 227 00:09:46,470 --> 00:09:45,120 type of an operation which is known as 228 00:09:48,070 --> 00:09:46,480 stellar lifting it's because it's you're 229 00:09:51,350 --> 00:09:48,080 literally lifting the material of the 230 00:09:53,509 --> 00:09:51,360 star out of it all right it wow just as 231 00:09:55,910 --> 00:09:53,519 a last comment on that the other thought 232 00:09:58,310 --> 00:09:55,920 process here is you could use that to to 233 00:09:59,990 --> 00:09:58,320 shape your star or to prevent like for 234 00:10:02,949 --> 00:10:00,000 example if you were in 235 00:10:05,269 --> 00:10:02,959 our area and you had a class k star you 236 00:10:06,630 --> 00:10:05,279 know the sun is going to eventually turn 237 00:10:09,590 --> 00:10:06,640 into a red dwarf and it's going to 238 00:10:10,870 --> 00:10:09,600 expand out well it you know in so many i 239 00:10:13,670 --> 00:10:10,880 forget the exact number but you know 240 00:10:14,949 --> 00:10:13,680 billions of years from now um 241 00:10:17,110 --> 00:10:14,959 to prevent that if you were a 242 00:10:19,910 --> 00:10:17,120 sufficiently advanced race that didn't 243 00:10:20,949 --> 00:10:19,920 want their star to completely 244 00:10:22,389 --> 00:10:20,959 um 245 00:10:24,230 --> 00:10:22,399 eliminate their planet because when the 246 00:10:27,030 --> 00:10:24,240 sun would expand like that we would it 247 00:10:29,350 --> 00:10:27,040 would actually 248 00:10:31,670 --> 00:10:29,360 you could you could control 249 00:10:33,750 --> 00:10:31,680 uh remove material to pro you know to 250 00:10:35,990 --> 00:10:33,760 change the stellar life cycle 251 00:10:37,910 --> 00:10:36,000 so in addition to just grabbing material 252 00:10:39,829 --> 00:10:37,920 there's there's other reasons that some 253 00:10:40,630 --> 00:10:39,839 species may want to do this 254 00:10:42,230 --> 00:10:40,640 well 255 00:10:44,069 --> 00:10:42,240 so like 256 00:10:46,470 --> 00:10:44,079 how does this how does a 257 00:10:48,069 --> 00:10:46,480 theory like that come about it i mean it 258 00:10:49,750 --> 00:10:48,079 sounds 259 00:10:51,750 --> 00:10:49,760 like you know it's something that could 260 00:10:52,949 --> 00:10:51,760 actually happen 261 00:10:54,230 --> 00:10:52,959 you know you make it sound like 262 00:10:56,870 --> 00:10:54,240 something that would make sense for 263 00:11:00,470 --> 00:10:56,880 someone to do or something to do but 264 00:11:01,770 --> 00:11:00,480 like who's the first person to say 265 00:11:04,069 --> 00:11:01,780 you know i got an idea 266 00:11:06,389 --> 00:11:04,079 [Laughter] 267 00:11:08,470 --> 00:11:06,399 you know how does that work 268 00:11:09,590 --> 00:11:08,480 um you know it's it's like anything 269 00:11:11,750 --> 00:11:09,600 someone 270 00:11:15,590 --> 00:11:11,760 thinks about a topic or maybe has an 271 00:11:18,069 --> 00:11:15,600 insight that comes up right so um i i 272 00:11:21,590 --> 00:11:18,079 i've never spoken to 273 00:11:23,350 --> 00:11:21,600 um uh david criswell he was the one who 274 00:11:24,150 --> 00:11:23,360 coined the term and kind of thought of 275 00:11:25,430 --> 00:11:24,160 this 276 00:11:28,389 --> 00:11:25,440 i think i'm pronouncing his last name 277 00:11:30,150 --> 00:11:28,399 right it was chris well but um anyway 278 00:11:32,310 --> 00:11:30,160 i i i'm not sure what was going through 279 00:11:34,150 --> 00:11:32,320 his head or why he was uh thinking about 280 00:11:35,030 --> 00:11:34,160 this when he came up with the idea but 281 00:11:41,910 --> 00:11:35,040 uh 282 00:11:43,030 --> 00:11:41,920 actually i think he passed away in 2019 283 00:11:45,590 --> 00:11:43,040 but 284 00:11:48,630 --> 00:11:45,600 um yeah i think 285 00:11:50,949 --> 00:11:48,640 interesting uh what how would you even 286 00:11:52,949 --> 00:11:50,959 find out if something that like that 287 00:11:55,590 --> 00:11:52,959 were going on i mean 288 00:11:56,629 --> 00:11:55,600 unless you have the materials to get in 289 00:11:59,190 --> 00:11:56,639 there 290 00:12:00,790 --> 00:11:59,200 which would probably be very difficult 291 00:12:02,870 --> 00:12:00,800 so the only way that we would probably 292 00:12:05,910 --> 00:12:02,880 be able to find this right now uh would 293 00:12:07,829 --> 00:12:05,920 be through um telescopes which 294 00:12:09,430 --> 00:12:07,839 there's a interesting aspect of this 295 00:12:11,110 --> 00:12:09,440 there's a paper 296 00:12:12,230 --> 00:12:11,120 that's been out 297 00:12:13,829 --> 00:12:12,240 i don't know 298 00:12:16,470 --> 00:12:13,839 how many in the audience might be 299 00:12:19,190 --> 00:12:16,480 familiar with this but there's a star by 300 00:12:20,790 --> 00:12:19,200 the name of boyajian's star tabby star 301 00:12:23,110 --> 00:12:20,800 in the popular 302 00:12:25,190 --> 00:12:23,120 culture at this point it's the 303 00:12:27,750 --> 00:12:25,200 designation is kic 304 00:12:28,790 --> 00:12:27,760 846 2852 305 00:12:31,190 --> 00:12:28,800 and 306 00:12:33,269 --> 00:12:31,200 it has been um it is experiencing what's 307 00:12:36,150 --> 00:12:33,279 called secular dimming which 308 00:12:38,710 --> 00:12:36,160 surprisingly the term secular in 309 00:12:40,710 --> 00:12:38,720 astronomy doesn't mean the same thing 310 00:12:42,949 --> 00:12:40,720 as as it would in general vernacular so 311 00:12:44,790 --> 00:12:42,959 to define it really quickly uh secular 312 00:12:47,190 --> 00:12:44,800 dimming meaning that the dimming that's 313 00:12:49,430 --> 00:12:47,200 experienced by the star is non-periodic 314 00:12:51,829 --> 00:12:49,440 dimming over a long period of time uh 315 00:12:53,269 --> 00:12:51,839 but in any case a new paper by gary 316 00:12:55,590 --> 00:12:53,279 sacco um 317 00:12:58,150 --> 00:12:55,600 came out recently uh within the last 318 00:12:59,990 --> 00:12:58,160 couple months and he uh reviewed older 319 00:13:01,910 --> 00:13:00,000 star surveys so 320 00:13:04,389 --> 00:13:01,920 tabby's star to just quickly back up for 321 00:13:06,550 --> 00:13:04,399 a second has been theorized to maybe be 322 00:13:09,590 --> 00:13:06,560 evidence of an alien megastructure it 323 00:13:10,949 --> 00:13:09,600 was conv conjecture initially as a 324 00:13:13,910 --> 00:13:10,959 hypothetical 325 00:13:15,990 --> 00:13:13,920 uh theory uh that somewhat fit the data 326 00:13:17,190 --> 00:13:16,000 then people came around and said that no 327 00:13:19,190 --> 00:13:17,200 other scientists came around said no 328 00:13:21,910 --> 00:13:19,200 it's probably more of like dust 329 00:13:24,310 --> 00:13:21,920 but the problem with that theory uh from 330 00:13:25,910 --> 00:13:24,320 like us collision uh is has been 331 00:13:28,829 --> 00:13:25,920 addressed in this new paper by gary 332 00:13:31,509 --> 00:13:28,839 sacco because we found that 333 00:13:34,470 --> 00:13:31,519 kic-8462852 was actually in 334 00:13:37,110 --> 00:13:34,480 previous star surveys like from 1935 and 335 00:13:39,910 --> 00:13:37,120 1978 and um 336 00:13:41,990 --> 00:13:39,920 in reality it challenges the model that 337 00:13:43,269 --> 00:13:42,000 well it's must be dimming due to dust 338 00:13:44,389 --> 00:13:43,279 because 339 00:13:47,189 --> 00:13:44,399 there's 340 00:13:48,790 --> 00:13:47,199 again with the stellar um 341 00:13:50,389 --> 00:13:48,800 winds and everything like that the the 342 00:13:51,590 --> 00:13:50,399 star would have cleared if there was a 343 00:13:53,990 --> 00:13:51,600 collision 344 00:13:54,870 --> 00:13:54,000 it would have cleared that material by 345 00:13:55,670 --> 00:13:54,880 now 346 00:13:56,790 --> 00:13:55,680 so 347 00:13:59,269 --> 00:13:56,800 uh 348 00:14:01,350 --> 00:13:59,279 it's doesn't really seem to fit that 349 00:14:03,670 --> 00:14:01,360 that process we don't necessarily know 350 00:14:07,110 --> 00:14:03,680 for a fact that it's stellar lifting but 351 00:14:08,949 --> 00:14:07,120 right as it's described in that paper um 352 00:14:10,949 --> 00:14:08,959 there's enough 353 00:14:13,110 --> 00:14:10,959 weird things that stellar lifting now 354 00:14:15,670 --> 00:14:13,120 actually becomes maybe the one of the 355 00:14:18,069 --> 00:14:15,680 more likely hypothesis 356 00:14:20,710 --> 00:14:18,079 hypotheses for what is going on here so 357 00:14:21,750 --> 00:14:20,720 we may actually have evidence of it and 358 00:14:23,430 --> 00:14:21,760 um 359 00:14:25,189 --> 00:14:23,440 interestingly enough we might be able to 360 00:14:27,110 --> 00:14:25,199 see more of these types of 361 00:14:29,590 --> 00:14:27,120 objects or mega structures or evidence 362 00:14:31,269 --> 00:14:29,600 of these types of geo 363 00:14:33,110 --> 00:14:31,279 i guess 364 00:14:34,310 --> 00:14:33,120 mega engineering if you want to use that 365 00:14:36,629 --> 00:14:34,320 term uh 366 00:14:38,310 --> 00:14:36,639 with uh the james webb space telescope 367 00:14:41,189 --> 00:14:38,320 that's getting launched here next month 368 00:14:42,949 --> 00:14:41,199 so wow it i mean that takes a different 369 00:14:44,470 --> 00:14:42,959 intelligent life so that's kind of a 370 00:14:46,310 --> 00:14:44,480 different way to prove it in and of 371 00:14:47,350 --> 00:14:46,320 itself 372 00:14:49,910 --> 00:14:47,360 isn't it 373 00:14:51,509 --> 00:14:49,920 right right and honestly um 374 00:14:53,910 --> 00:14:51,519 everyone you know this has been going on 375 00:14:57,030 --> 00:14:53,920 since 2013 now this this whole boyajian 376 00:14:59,590 --> 00:14:57,040 star mystery um i i think that we were 377 00:15:01,590 --> 00:14:59,600 we should keep our eye on this because 378 00:15:02,870 --> 00:15:01,600 um if the there's a in the paper it 379 00:15:05,509 --> 00:15:02,880 talks about actually having a 380 00:15:07,670 --> 00:15:05,519 periodicity to the dimming um 381 00:15:08,590 --> 00:15:07,680 and the timing from 1930 382 00:15:12,710 --> 00:15:08,600 uh the 383 00:15:15,110 --> 00:15:12,720 1935 survey and the 1978 survey 384 00:15:17,189 --> 00:15:15,120 to 2013 was the same eight percent 385 00:15:18,949 --> 00:15:17,199 dimming um 386 00:15:20,710 --> 00:15:18,959 we may actually find evidence here in 387 00:15:22,790 --> 00:15:20,720 the not too distant future 388 00:15:25,670 --> 00:15:22,800 uh as that periodicity comes back up i 389 00:15:27,670 --> 00:15:25,680 believe it was like two thousand and 390 00:15:29,910 --> 00:15:27,680 some days it came out to like this exact 391 00:15:34,389 --> 00:15:29,920 period of like four years almost 392 00:15:37,110 --> 00:15:34,399 um but it yeah uh if that holds if gary 393 00:15:40,790 --> 00:15:37,120 sacko's intuition is correct and uh that 394 00:15:42,389 --> 00:15:40,800 ends up holding then we 395 00:15:44,150 --> 00:15:42,399 we are going to have evidence of 396 00:15:46,470 --> 00:15:44,160 something that that doesn't make sense 397 00:15:48,150 --> 00:15:46,480 doesn't have a natural explanation we'll 398 00:15:49,350 --> 00:15:48,160 put it that way because that's again 399 00:15:52,389 --> 00:15:49,360 that type of periodicity there should 400 00:15:54,629 --> 00:15:52,399 only be so much material in a in a solar 401 00:15:56,310 --> 00:15:54,639 system that can crash into each other 402 00:15:57,910 --> 00:15:56,320 and allow it to continue and to give 403 00:16:01,829 --> 00:15:57,920 everyone a perspective 404 00:16:03,910 --> 00:16:01,839 the dimming was uh roughly uh 405 00:16:06,069 --> 00:16:03,920 eight percent and 406 00:16:08,389 --> 00:16:06,079 a jupiter size object when we you know 407 00:16:10,470 --> 00:16:08,399 like this is how we study um for fresh 408 00:16:12,389 --> 00:16:10,480 solar extrasolar objects like for 409 00:16:14,790 --> 00:16:12,399 planetary bodies you look at 410 00:16:16,389 --> 00:16:14,800 uh object crossing in front of the star 411 00:16:17,670 --> 00:16:16,399 and seeing how much it dims and if you 412 00:16:19,269 --> 00:16:17,680 you know you can get the size of the 413 00:16:21,910 --> 00:16:19,279 object of the planet by that 414 00:16:23,430 --> 00:16:21,920 um a jupiter-sized planet crossing in 415 00:16:25,269 --> 00:16:23,440 front of the sun is going to produce 416 00:16:27,670 --> 00:16:25,279 roughly a five percent 417 00:16:30,629 --> 00:16:27,680 uh dip so it's an object 16 times the 418 00:16:32,710 --> 00:16:30,639 size of jupiter or a dust cloud 16 times 419 00:16:34,389 --> 00:16:32,720 the size of jupiter that's somehow over 420 00:16:35,509 --> 00:16:34,399 100 years not being 421 00:16:37,509 --> 00:16:35,519 pushed out 422 00:16:38,870 --> 00:16:37,519 by stellar winds or you know you know 423 00:16:40,629 --> 00:16:38,880 you don't so the only thing that makes 424 00:16:41,590 --> 00:16:40,639 sense would be stellar lifting you've 425 00:16:42,949 --> 00:16:41,600 got 426 00:16:44,710 --> 00:16:42,959 well maybe not the only thing but the 427 00:16:46,870 --> 00:16:44,720 only thing we have right now right uh 428 00:16:49,189 --> 00:16:46,880 right that as this material is 429 00:16:50,870 --> 00:16:49,199 continuing to be pulled back out um then 430 00:16:52,629 --> 00:16:50,880 it's continually producing this dust 431 00:16:54,870 --> 00:16:52,639 cloud because they're continuing to mine 432 00:16:57,110 --> 00:16:54,880 the material from the start wow 433 00:16:59,110 --> 00:16:57,120 i wish we had this conversation pre obvi 434 00:17:02,230 --> 00:16:59,120 i would i would totally 435 00:17:04,069 --> 00:17:02,240 i would totally bring that up with them 436 00:17:05,429 --> 00:17:04,079 well you can definitely ask him next 437 00:17:07,909 --> 00:17:05,439 time you see him 438 00:17:09,829 --> 00:17:07,919 yeah yeah so the james webb telescope 439 00:17:11,510 --> 00:17:09,839 could could possibly see something like 440 00:17:14,549 --> 00:17:11,520 that hey how do you feel about that 441 00:17:16,710 --> 00:17:14,559 telescope apparently it goes back 442 00:17:19,270 --> 00:17:16,720 two billion plus years 443 00:17:21,110 --> 00:17:19,280 to look back at the the beginning of 444 00:17:23,350 --> 00:17:21,120 everything basically 445 00:17:25,189 --> 00:17:23,360 um 446 00:17:27,590 --> 00:17:25,199 have you used a lot of telescopes have 447 00:17:30,310 --> 00:17:27,600 you looked into this one like 448 00:17:32,710 --> 00:17:30,320 what what does it do that 449 00:17:36,070 --> 00:17:32,720 others have not yet done you know 450 00:17:37,990 --> 00:17:36,080 technically speaking well one so um abby 451 00:17:39,350 --> 00:17:38,000 probably could speak to this that dr 452 00:17:40,150 --> 00:17:39,360 lopez speak to us a lot better than i 453 00:17:41,750 --> 00:17:40,160 could 454 00:17:43,190 --> 00:17:41,760 i know i know he was involved in you 455 00:17:45,350 --> 00:17:43,200 know i think he mentioned this on your 456 00:17:47,990 --> 00:17:45,360 show he was involved in right of you 457 00:17:50,870 --> 00:17:48,000 know the project for but i i can say 458 00:17:52,390 --> 00:17:50,880 while i have had you know some uh 459 00:17:55,430 --> 00:17:52,400 experience a little bit with with 460 00:17:57,830 --> 00:17:55,440 telescopes i'm not an astronomer however 461 00:18:00,630 --> 00:17:57,840 it is a very 462 00:18:03,750 --> 00:18:00,640 big development in my opinion because 463 00:18:06,630 --> 00:18:03,760 it's a great upgrade from the hubble 464 00:18:08,710 --> 00:18:06,640 telescope uh which is getting very close 465 00:18:12,310 --> 00:18:08,720 to end of life anyways right when did 466 00:18:13,830 --> 00:18:12,320 that come around the hubble um 467 00:18:14,710 --> 00:18:13,840 i know it was before my time on this 468 00:18:16,789 --> 00:18:14,720 planet 469 00:18:19,190 --> 00:18:16,799 oh yeah that's that's pretty old then 470 00:18:23,029 --> 00:18:20,870 that's that's not necessarily a fair 471 00:18:25,909 --> 00:18:23,039 thing for me to say right but uh 472 00:18:29,110 --> 00:18:25,919 i believe it was launched in 1990 hubble 473 00:18:31,909 --> 00:18:29,120 and oh well uh i don't know the exact 474 00:18:33,590 --> 00:18:31,919 date but yeah sometime in 1990 i believe 475 00:18:35,510 --> 00:18:33,600 and the uh 476 00:18:36,950 --> 00:18:35,520 the interesting thing though is hubble 477 00:18:38,549 --> 00:18:36,960 was like like i mentioned near end of 478 00:18:40,230 --> 00:18:38,559 life so we kind of needed something to 479 00:18:42,549 --> 00:18:40,240 replace it anyways and the technical 480 00:18:44,789 --> 00:18:42,559 capabilities of this new telescope are 481 00:18:46,070 --> 00:18:44,799 are something to be very excited about 482 00:18:48,630 --> 00:18:46,080 the aspect that it's going to be in 483 00:18:51,669 --> 00:18:48,640 lagrange 2 also and and purely in 484 00:18:54,150 --> 00:18:51,679 infrared is uh pretty exciting 485 00:18:55,669 --> 00:18:54,160 wow yeah infrared because that's also 486 00:19:01,270 --> 00:18:55,679 how 487 00:19:03,590 --> 00:19:01,280 the uavs 488 00:19:05,909 --> 00:19:03,600 you know is that a synthetic 489 00:19:07,029 --> 00:19:05,919 yeah not that it's looking for that but 490 00:19:09,830 --> 00:19:07,039 um 491 00:19:11,190 --> 00:19:09,840 you know if you come upon a civilization 492 00:19:13,590 --> 00:19:11,200 and you know 493 00:19:15,990 --> 00:19:13,600 full of objects well what else do you 494 00:19:17,590 --> 00:19:16,000 call them 495 00:19:19,029 --> 00:19:17,600 right yeah 496 00:19:20,630 --> 00:19:19,039 so 497 00:19:21,990 --> 00:19:20,640 i guess uh 498 00:19:26,070 --> 00:19:22,000 you know going back to the stellar 499 00:19:27,430 --> 00:19:26,080 lifting um what is the next date uh to 500 00:19:30,070 --> 00:19:27,440 look forward to 501 00:19:31,510 --> 00:19:30,080 to see if um you said it was the dimming 502 00:19:33,990 --> 00:19:31,520 pretty much stays at the same level 503 00:19:34,950 --> 00:19:34,000 correct uh correct i i think it's 504 00:19:36,950 --> 00:19:34,960 roughly 505 00:19:38,470 --> 00:19:36,960 three and a half years from now it's 506 00:19:40,150 --> 00:19:38,480 what i almost wanted to pull the paper 507 00:19:41,909 --> 00:19:40,160 up because it i don't have it memorized 508 00:19:44,390 --> 00:19:41,919 but it's it's it was like it was like 509 00:19:46,549 --> 00:19:44,400 about a four year periodicity and um you 510 00:19:49,669 --> 00:19:46,559 know we're well on our way towards it so 511 00:19:51,110 --> 00:19:49,679 okay um it'll be sometime here in the i 512 00:19:52,470 --> 00:19:51,120 think three and a half years i can get 513 00:19:54,950 --> 00:19:52,480 the exact date and 514 00:19:56,549 --> 00:19:54,960 you could uh maybe post that on the 515 00:19:57,669 --> 00:19:56,559 thing later but i don't have it off the 516 00:19:59,669 --> 00:19:57,679 top of my head 517 00:20:00,650 --> 00:19:59,679 no no that's okay that's all right i 518 00:20:02,310 --> 00:20:00,660 don't either so 519 00:20:03,990 --> 00:20:02,320 [Laughter] 520 00:20:06,149 --> 00:20:04,000 um 521 00:20:07,990 --> 00:20:06,159 do you see any what do you see in the 522 00:20:10,870 --> 00:20:08,000 future of um 523 00:20:11,669 --> 00:20:10,880 um i guess engineering or scientifically 524 00:20:13,270 --> 00:20:11,679 to 525 00:20:16,070 --> 00:20:13,280 uh find other 526 00:20:17,990 --> 00:20:16,080 you know intelligent life sources other 527 00:20:19,590 --> 00:20:18,000 than what's being done right now can you 528 00:20:20,789 --> 00:20:19,600 think of anything 529 00:20:23,110 --> 00:20:20,799 um 530 00:20:24,230 --> 00:20:23,120 well i i can briefly touch on yeah 531 00:20:25,990 --> 00:20:24,240 there's a 532 00:20:27,750 --> 00:20:26,000 with the james webb space telescope it's 533 00:20:29,430 --> 00:20:27,760 going to offer the opportunity for us to 534 00:20:32,070 --> 00:20:29,440 look in ways that we don't have the 535 00:20:34,149 --> 00:20:32,080 capability to right now right um you 536 00:20:36,230 --> 00:20:34,159 know where we could literally be looking 537 00:20:38,549 --> 00:20:36,240 we might find techno signatures in ways 538 00:20:40,310 --> 00:20:38,559 that there are some pretty 539 00:20:41,990 --> 00:20:40,320 um innovative ways that people are 540 00:20:43,830 --> 00:20:42,000 coming up with right now for possibly 541 00:20:45,590 --> 00:20:43,840 searching for it like for example 542 00:20:48,230 --> 00:20:45,600 there are certain chemicals that we know 543 00:20:51,669 --> 00:20:48,240 um are factors of pollution like here on 544 00:20:54,549 --> 00:20:51,679 earth and um right with light curves and 545 00:20:56,630 --> 00:20:54,559 the uh james webb space telescope we may 546 00:20:59,590 --> 00:20:56,640 be able to identify 547 00:21:01,029 --> 00:20:59,600 pollution in the atmospheres of 548 00:21:02,710 --> 00:21:01,039 other 549 00:21:04,230 --> 00:21:02,720 planetary bodies in different star 550 00:21:05,750 --> 00:21:04,240 systems that's uh one of the 551 00:21:07,750 --> 00:21:05,760 possibilities of this so that's that's 552 00:21:09,590 --> 00:21:07,760 one thing i wonder i wonder if bill 553 00:21:11,750 --> 00:21:09,600 nelson was kind of hinting at that when 554 00:21:14,149 --> 00:21:11,760 he was on his uh 555 00:21:15,750 --> 00:21:14,159 i don't know if you caught the national 556 00:21:18,950 --> 00:21:15,760 cathedral event 557 00:21:21,750 --> 00:21:18,960 um yeah but he was talking about his 558 00:21:25,029 --> 00:21:21,760 thoughts when he you know was up in 559 00:21:26,870 --> 00:21:25,039 space and he had to sneak away from his 560 00:21:29,669 --> 00:21:26,880 sleep time to 561 00:21:31,590 --> 00:21:29,679 look at the sky and he said i already 562 00:21:33,830 --> 00:21:31,600 saw some signs of 563 00:21:36,870 --> 00:21:33,840 uh what we were doing wrong back on 564 00:21:38,870 --> 00:21:36,880 earth and it sounds more or less like it 565 00:21:41,669 --> 00:21:38,880 would be 566 00:21:44,230 --> 00:21:41,679 you know ozone related or or something 567 00:21:47,430 --> 00:21:44,240 of that sort i suppose 568 00:21:49,909 --> 00:21:47,440 um yeah i'm you know i i'd have to maybe 569 00:21:51,350 --> 00:21:49,919 ask him for specifics because there's a 570 00:21:53,110 --> 00:21:51,360 lot of there's a lot of ways that could 571 00:21:55,270 --> 00:21:53,120 go but it could have been from evidence 572 00:21:56,310 --> 00:21:55,280 of pollution and seeing what we're doing 573 00:21:58,549 --> 00:21:56,320 right 574 00:22:01,029 --> 00:21:58,559 very interesting well i know you gotta 575 00:22:03,830 --> 00:22:01,039 run um so 576 00:22:05,510 --> 00:22:03,840 um i guess i will let you go we'll 577 00:22:07,909 --> 00:22:05,520 you know we'll do this again with a 578 00:22:09,750 --> 00:22:07,919 little more time on our side next time 579 00:22:12,390 --> 00:22:09,760 um 580 00:22:14,149 --> 00:22:12,400 but yeah that being said why don't you i 581 00:22:15,990 --> 00:22:14,159 think he sent me the paper on that so 582 00:22:18,549 --> 00:22:16,000 i'll dig into it more and maybe next 583 00:22:19,990 --> 00:22:18,559 time we'll go even farther with it 584 00:22:22,710 --> 00:22:20,000 sounds good and i don't know if you want 585 00:22:24,789 --> 00:22:22,720 to i do have to jump off but uh i don't 586 00:22:26,070 --> 00:22:24,799 know i didn't notice but was there 587 00:22:27,830 --> 00:22:26,080 anyone in the chat that had a question 588 00:22:29,750 --> 00:22:27,840 or anything just to make sure i don't 589 00:22:32,390 --> 00:22:29,760 ignore anyone that wanted a question 590 00:22:34,789 --> 00:22:32,400 real quick if somebody does have a 591 00:22:36,789 --> 00:22:34,799 question in regards to what we discussed 592 00:22:38,070 --> 00:22:36,799 today like stellar lifting you can throw 593 00:22:41,830 --> 00:22:38,080 it out there 594 00:22:45,029 --> 00:22:41,840 and he can try to answer that for you 595 00:22:47,270 --> 00:22:45,039 um just no personal stuff you know 596 00:22:48,390 --> 00:22:47,280 no personal stuff we can we can't do 597 00:22:50,470 --> 00:22:48,400 that here 598 00:22:52,789 --> 00:22:50,480 um unless he wants to answer that that's 599 00:22:55,350 --> 00:22:52,799 up to him like how many dogs he got you 600 00:22:57,909 --> 00:22:55,360 got any cats how about birds 601 00:22:59,750 --> 00:22:57,919 bunnies anything 602 00:23:01,750 --> 00:22:59,760 no well if you guys come up with a 603 00:23:02,950 --> 00:23:01,760 question later just let me know and i'll 604 00:23:04,950 --> 00:23:02,960 get in touch with them to get that 605 00:23:06,630 --> 00:23:04,960 answer fair enough 606 00:23:09,430 --> 00:23:06,640 fair enough all right sounds good 607 00:23:12,070 --> 00:23:09,440 brother uh be well we'll talk soon 608 00:23:13,430 --> 00:23:12,080 thanks you take care all right 609 00:23:16,149 --> 00:23:13,440 peace 610 00:23:17,110 --> 00:23:16,159 all right sounds good um good dude good 611 00:23:18,870 --> 00:23:17,120 dude 612 00:23:21,990 --> 00:23:18,880 thank you so much for contributing you 613 00:23:22,789 --> 00:23:22,000 get that right um i am just going to 614 00:23:26,630 --> 00:23:22,799 take 615 00:23:29,590 --> 00:23:26,640 a small little break come back 616 00:23:31,350 --> 00:23:29,600 and we will go over 617 00:23:36,789 --> 00:23:31,360 um 618 00:23:39,510 --> 00:23:36,799 learn something new from you already and 619 00:23:40,950 --> 00:23:39,520 that's what this is about right learning 620 00:23:42,870 --> 00:23:40,960 for sure 621 00:23:46,390 --> 00:23:42,880 so gonna take a quick little break we'll 622 00:23:49,269 --> 00:23:46,400 go over that uh twitter poll 623 00:23:52,630 --> 00:23:49,279 which should be very interesting 624 00:23:56,070 --> 00:23:53,909 hang with me 625 00:23:57,669 --> 00:23:56,080 and we will 626 00:24:00,390 --> 00:23:57,679 do it 627 00:24:01,430 --> 00:24:00,400 t-minus 10 9 8 628 00:24:02,310 --> 00:24:01,440 7 629 00:24:04,390 --> 00:24:02,320 6 630 00:24:05,510 --> 00:24:04,400 5. 631 00:24:06,630 --> 00:24:05,520 three 632 00:24:07,669 --> 00:24:06,640 two 633 00:24:11,190 --> 00:24:07,679 one 634 00:24:17,440 --> 00:24:11,200 zero and liftoff of space shuttle and 635 00:24:17,450 --> 00:25:13,830 [Music] 636 00:25:17,830 --> 00:25:15,320 check it looks good baby 637 00:25:18,870 --> 00:25:17,840 [Laughter] 638 00:25:21,110 --> 00:25:18,880 uh 639 00:25:22,710 --> 00:25:21,120 yeah he is on twitter i don't know how 640 00:25:24,230 --> 00:25:22,720 he feels about me sharing that or not i 641 00:25:26,710 --> 00:25:24,240 should probably ask him first but yeah 642 00:25:30,630 --> 00:25:26,720 he's on twitter um 643 00:25:33,510 --> 00:25:30,640 so the the twitter poll that i put up a 644 00:25:36,070 --> 00:25:33,520 few days ago um i kind of explained that 645 00:25:38,070 --> 00:25:36,080 earlier is like do you feel like um you 646 00:25:40,149 --> 00:25:38,080 know we're being told the truth or 647 00:25:41,350 --> 00:25:40,159 or people are being honest with us and 648 00:25:43,190 --> 00:25:41,360 it was very 649 00:25:44,630 --> 00:25:43,200 uh general because i wanted people to 650 00:25:47,750 --> 00:25:44,640 just kind of take it and think about it 651 00:25:50,630 --> 00:25:47,760 how they want you know um 652 00:25:52,390 --> 00:25:50,640 in whatever way that is and you know one 653 00:25:54,549 --> 00:25:52,400 of the reasons i wanted to do that is 654 00:25:57,990 --> 00:25:54,559 because you know we're all familiar with 655 00:25:59,990 --> 00:25:58,000 um what is that called trolls 656 00:26:03,029 --> 00:26:00,000 yeah we are and one of the main things 657 00:26:03,909 --> 00:26:03,039 that they uh those trolls like to throw 658 00:26:08,830 --> 00:26:03,919 on 659 00:26:11,110 --> 00:26:08,840 of critical thinking um 660 00:26:14,070 --> 00:26:11,120 well you know 661 00:26:17,029 --> 00:26:14,080 with this poll uh the majority of people 662 00:26:21,510 --> 00:26:19,510 critical thinkers seemingly i think he 663 00:26:23,029 --> 00:26:21,520 was only like one percent just straight 664 00:26:25,590 --> 00:26:23,039 up said yes 665 00:26:27,430 --> 00:26:25,600 you know um and that person was probably 666 00:26:28,710 --> 00:26:27,440 even screwing with us 667 00:26:31,269 --> 00:26:28,720 i'm just kidding 668 00:26:33,750 --> 00:26:31,279 but most people said some true some lies 669 00:26:35,590 --> 00:26:33,760 you know and then 670 00:26:36,549 --> 00:26:35,600 and the other one was 671 00:26:39,510 --> 00:26:36,559 the 672 00:26:41,830 --> 00:26:39,520 um 673 00:26:42,950 --> 00:26:41,840 you know i'm not really sure 674 00:26:44,470 --> 00:26:42,960 you know 675 00:26:45,750 --> 00:26:44,480 and 676 00:26:48,149 --> 00:26:45,760 i think 677 00:26:49,990 --> 00:26:48,159 what that showed me is that we have a 678 00:26:52,549 --> 00:26:50,000 lot more in common here than than we 679 00:26:54,710 --> 00:26:52,559 think as far as you know the information 680 00:26:55,510 --> 00:26:54,720 we take in who it's from 681 00:26:57,750 --> 00:26:55,520 um 682 00:26:59,110 --> 00:26:57,760 what we make of it uh truthful or not 683 00:27:01,029 --> 00:26:59,120 truthful 684 00:27:02,549 --> 00:27:01,039 and a lot of it is really impossible to 685 00:27:04,310 --> 00:27:02,559 tell isn't it 686 00:27:07,830 --> 00:27:04,320 um unless you get your hands on 687 00:27:09,430 --> 00:27:07,840 something or look at it face to face or 688 00:27:12,230 --> 00:27:09,440 you know learn all the science that you 689 00:27:14,630 --> 00:27:12,240 need to learn to verify something 690 00:27:16,710 --> 00:27:14,640 how can you really commit to it one way 691 00:27:19,350 --> 00:27:16,720 or the other it's difficult 692 00:27:21,350 --> 00:27:19,360 so you know some people that do have 693 00:27:24,310 --> 00:27:21,360 you know their own experiences 694 00:27:26,149 --> 00:27:24,320 um it's it's not like 695 00:27:28,710 --> 00:27:26,159 you know even they 696 00:27:30,789 --> 00:27:28,720 um are just all of a sudden you know 697 00:27:33,590 --> 00:27:30,799 enlightened and know exactly what 698 00:27:35,510 --> 00:27:33,600 everything is you know maybe in time uh 699 00:27:37,990 --> 00:27:35,520 you learn a lot about it but definitely 700 00:27:39,669 --> 00:27:38,000 not at first you know you're confused 701 00:27:42,070 --> 00:27:39,679 just like everybody else and some could 702 00:27:43,510 --> 00:27:42,080 even say even more confused 703 00:27:45,830 --> 00:27:43,520 um 704 00:27:47,990 --> 00:27:45,840 i think for a lot of people they would 705 00:27:51,110 --> 00:27:48,000 prefer to not be confused and not 706 00:27:53,590 --> 00:27:51,120 believe in it because 707 00:27:55,350 --> 00:27:53,600 it doesn't open a can of worms that you 708 00:27:58,389 --> 00:27:55,360 know 709 00:27:59,830 --> 00:27:58,399 is really hard to put the top back on 710 00:28:01,830 --> 00:27:59,840 you know 711 00:28:03,750 --> 00:28:01,840 if i didn't have my experience if i 712 00:28:05,029 --> 00:28:03,760 wasn't doing this would life be easier 713 00:28:07,029 --> 00:28:05,039 for me 714 00:28:08,470 --> 00:28:07,039 maybe i'd be ignorant but would it be 715 00:28:10,310 --> 00:28:08,480 easier 716 00:28:12,230 --> 00:28:10,320 it it could be 717 00:28:15,110 --> 00:28:12,240 you know that could be the case i spend 718 00:28:17,590 --> 00:28:15,120 a lot of time doing this i don't make 719 00:28:19,110 --> 00:28:17,600 anything doing it you see super chats or 720 00:28:20,310 --> 00:28:19,120 anything here 721 00:28:21,909 --> 00:28:20,320 we don't 722 00:28:24,789 --> 00:28:21,919 tell some come in 723 00:28:26,389 --> 00:28:24,799 you know um but yet i keep doing this 724 00:28:28,870 --> 00:28:26,399 every day and 725 00:28:30,789 --> 00:28:28,880 it's because of the experience i had 726 00:28:34,230 --> 00:28:30,799 experiences other people had 727 00:28:35,909 --> 00:28:34,240 and other people out there that um 728 00:28:39,029 --> 00:28:35,919 you know are just looking for some sense 729 00:28:40,070 --> 00:28:39,039 of truth without having to pay for it 730 00:28:42,630 --> 00:28:40,080 which 731 00:28:45,350 --> 00:28:42,640 you know i think we're all entitled to 732 00:28:47,510 --> 00:28:45,360 most definitely 733 00:28:48,560 --> 00:28:47,520 oh i take that back i got three dollar 734 00:28:51,350 --> 00:28:48,570 super sticker 735 00:28:53,520 --> 00:28:51,360 [Laughter] 736 00:28:56,230 --> 00:28:53,530 need megan to send cash asap 737 00:28:58,310 --> 00:28:56,240 [Laughter] 738 00:29:00,789 --> 00:28:58,320 no but you know it it's kind of 739 00:29:03,029 --> 00:29:00,799 unrealistic as well to 740 00:29:07,669 --> 00:29:03,039 you know 741 00:29:11,430 --> 00:29:07,679 uh recently with some people 742 00:29:16,549 --> 00:29:13,269 really what i think it comes down to 743 00:29:17,669 --> 00:29:16,559 here we go what it comes down to is um 744 00:29:18,870 --> 00:29:17,679 um 745 00:29:21,110 --> 00:29:18,880 ethics 746 00:29:22,070 --> 00:29:21,120 in this community 747 00:29:24,870 --> 00:29:22,080 and 748 00:29:29,190 --> 00:29:24,880 whether you're a podcaster or 749 00:29:31,190 --> 00:29:29,200 an author or a movie maker or 750 00:29:34,789 --> 00:29:31,200 you know an ex 751 00:29:35,990 --> 00:29:34,799 government agent or whatever it is 752 00:29:38,070 --> 00:29:36,000 i don't think 753 00:29:40,389 --> 00:29:38,080 necessarily that any ethics have ever 754 00:29:43,110 --> 00:29:40,399 been clearly defined in this field 755 00:29:45,350 --> 00:29:43,120 and sometimes 756 00:29:46,950 --> 00:29:45,360 well because of that i think people kind 757 00:29:49,430 --> 00:29:46,960 of leave it up to themselves and what 758 00:29:50,789 --> 00:29:49,440 they think is ethical and that might not 759 00:29:56,630 --> 00:29:50,799 agree 760 00:29:56,640 --> 00:29:59,350 i think 761 00:30:03,350 --> 00:30:01,110 that first of all people are free to do 762 00:30:04,789 --> 00:30:03,360 what they want 763 00:30:05,590 --> 00:30:04,799 right 764 00:30:08,710 --> 00:30:05,600 um 765 00:30:10,389 --> 00:30:08,720 so like on ucr people donate a lot of 766 00:30:13,110 --> 00:30:10,399 money or give a lot of money and super 767 00:30:14,870 --> 00:30:13,120 chats and all that to them you know 768 00:30:17,830 --> 00:30:14,880 um 769 00:30:19,990 --> 00:30:17,840 is that wrong is it right 770 00:30:22,710 --> 00:30:20,000 it's not my decision you know whose 771 00:30:24,470 --> 00:30:22,720 decision it is really is the person 772 00:30:27,990 --> 00:30:24,480 that's giving the money 773 00:30:30,630 --> 00:30:28,000 it's their choice what they do with it 774 00:30:32,630 --> 00:30:30,640 if they don't want to they don't have to 775 00:30:34,230 --> 00:30:32,640 and if they're doing it that's their 776 00:30:36,070 --> 00:30:34,240 choice 777 00:30:37,750 --> 00:30:36,080 and there's really no room for me to 778 00:30:40,710 --> 00:30:37,760 have an opinion over what people do with 779 00:30:44,470 --> 00:30:43,029 now the flip side of that i think 780 00:30:47,269 --> 00:30:44,480 is 781 00:30:49,669 --> 00:30:47,279 when it gets to a point and maybe 782 00:30:52,389 --> 00:30:49,679 you start i'm not saying this is 783 00:30:56,470 --> 00:30:53,909 but when you start to 784 00:30:58,070 --> 00:30:56,480 um rely on on 785 00:31:01,190 --> 00:30:58,080 you know things of that sort whether it 786 00:31:03,430 --> 00:31:01,200 be patreons or super chats or anything 787 00:31:05,669 --> 00:31:03,440 for a livelihood 788 00:31:07,909 --> 00:31:05,679 you know it's just 789 00:31:10,630 --> 00:31:07,919 inevitable 790 00:31:12,870 --> 00:31:10,640 that decision making and influence 791 00:31:15,509 --> 00:31:12,880 changes to that 792 00:31:18,549 --> 00:31:16,870 and you know 793 00:31:21,029 --> 00:31:18,559 it doesn't even mean that the person 794 00:31:23,430 --> 00:31:21,039 knows that that's happening 795 00:31:26,549 --> 00:31:23,440 or realizes that 796 00:31:31,029 --> 00:31:26,559 it could be very underneath everything 797 00:31:35,669 --> 00:31:33,430 will influence your decision-making and 798 00:31:38,230 --> 00:31:35,679 that's just how it goes 799 00:31:40,870 --> 00:31:38,240 it's just the way of the world 800 00:31:42,950 --> 00:31:40,880 i mean there's no room for argument 801 00:31:47,350 --> 00:31:42,960 um 802 00:31:52,310 --> 00:31:49,590 so i should say that i guess 803 00:31:53,909 --> 00:31:52,320 but it takes a really strong 804 00:31:55,110 --> 00:31:53,919 and 805 00:31:57,350 --> 00:31:55,120 thoughtful 806 00:32:01,509 --> 00:31:57,360 person 807 00:32:06,789 --> 00:32:01,519 to know how to play that game you know 808 00:32:11,029 --> 00:32:09,110 while profiting off of something 809 00:32:12,710 --> 00:32:11,039 that's affected so many people in so 810 00:32:16,230 --> 00:32:12,720 many ways 811 00:32:18,630 --> 00:32:16,240 whether it's a little bit or a lot 812 00:32:21,990 --> 00:32:18,640 so i think it can be done but it's just 813 00:32:25,990 --> 00:32:23,909 you know and 814 00:32:27,990 --> 00:32:26,000 for some shows that are on 815 00:32:31,110 --> 00:32:28,000 um i'll just say it because 816 00:32:36,389 --> 00:32:32,870 you know the 817 00:32:40,870 --> 00:32:36,399 the talk i guess or the or the show 818 00:32:40,880 --> 00:32:44,710 and 819 00:32:48,149 --> 00:32:46,070 you know there's a couple different ways 820 00:32:50,470 --> 00:32:48,159 to look at this first of all they get a 821 00:32:52,230 --> 00:32:50,480 lot of viewers 822 00:32:56,310 --> 00:32:52,240 you know they get about 823 00:32:58,789 --> 00:32:56,320 at least a thousand plus on each video 824 00:33:00,630 --> 00:32:58,799 if way more watching their live shows i 825 00:33:03,509 --> 00:33:00,640 mean i have 12 here which i'm very 826 00:33:08,789 --> 00:33:03,519 thankful for but they always have like 827 00:33:13,269 --> 00:33:11,430 so though there comes to a point where i 828 00:33:14,630 --> 00:33:13,279 mean those people can make up their own 829 00:33:15,990 --> 00:33:14,640 mind what they're watching and what 830 00:33:18,149 --> 00:33:16,000 they're doing with and what they take 831 00:33:20,630 --> 00:33:18,159 from it what they think the intent is 832 00:33:24,230 --> 00:33:20,640 that's up to them you know 833 00:33:28,389 --> 00:33:26,389 and for me you know if i decided that i 834 00:33:30,389 --> 00:33:28,399 want to say that's wrong like 835 00:33:31,990 --> 00:33:30,399 just you know stop doing that and all 836 00:33:33,750 --> 00:33:32,000 that stuff like 837 00:33:35,110 --> 00:33:33,760 it's just not going to do anything and 838 00:33:37,190 --> 00:33:35,120 it's not going to make any difference 839 00:33:39,110 --> 00:33:37,200 because the fact is that the people like 840 00:33:40,310 --> 00:33:39,120 the show they don't mind what's 841 00:33:43,830 --> 00:33:40,320 happening 842 00:33:45,350 --> 00:33:43,840 i don't mean 843 00:33:48,230 --> 00:33:45,360 you know i don't i'm not gonna put any 844 00:33:50,310 --> 00:33:48,240 explicit intent in anybody's uh 845 00:33:52,470 --> 00:33:50,320 you know 846 00:33:54,310 --> 00:33:52,480 life or whatever 847 00:33:55,909 --> 00:33:54,320 in fact as people watch it people enjoy 848 00:33:57,269 --> 00:33:55,919 it people pay they don't complain about 849 00:34:08,629 --> 00:33:57,279 it 850 00:34:12,149 --> 00:34:10,310 you know this uh 851 00:34:15,430 --> 00:34:12,159 maybe the big phone home event i guess 852 00:34:17,510 --> 00:34:15,440 there was definitely a blossom of them 853 00:34:20,550 --> 00:34:17,520 you know they're 854 00:34:24,869 --> 00:34:22,790 they're the leader of the group and what 855 00:34:30,389 --> 00:34:24,879 i mean by leader is they get 856 00:34:40,869 --> 00:34:33,270 and i don't think 857 00:34:46,230 --> 00:34:42,950 it sucks when uh you go through 858 00:34:46,240 --> 00:34:53,990 and have a really uh dramatic experience 859 00:34:54,000 --> 00:34:58,710 and you go to a show and um 860 00:35:02,470 --> 00:35:00,310 you know 861 00:35:04,550 --> 00:35:02,480 maybe you're having a hard day 862 00:35:05,750 --> 00:35:04,560 with that experience and people are just 863 00:35:08,230 --> 00:35:05,760 laughing 864 00:35:13,990 --> 00:35:08,240 and having a good time and 865 00:35:21,589 --> 00:35:16,710 days like that make it hard 866 00:35:26,390 --> 00:35:23,670 you know it's just hard for for people 867 00:35:28,950 --> 00:35:26,400 who have had that kind of thing 868 00:35:31,910 --> 00:35:28,960 and uh to watch that and 869 00:35:36,870 --> 00:35:31,920 and not be a little perturbed 870 00:35:40,470 --> 00:35:38,150 and i don't know 871 00:35:42,710 --> 00:35:40,480 i'm not putting any intent there again 872 00:35:46,230 --> 00:35:42,720 it's just like the world isn't fair you 873 00:35:52,950 --> 00:35:48,710 i do this every day i do it for truth i 874 00:35:59,030 --> 00:35:55,030 takes attention away from things that i 875 00:36:00,870 --> 00:35:59,040 could be making more money doing 876 00:36:03,430 --> 00:36:00,880 you know but uh i don't know that i 877 00:36:05,670 --> 00:36:03,440 really have a choice 878 00:36:07,990 --> 00:36:05,680 in the matter you know 879 00:36:09,670 --> 00:36:08,000 some days are harder than others 880 00:36:11,430 --> 00:36:09,680 but all i can do is control my own 881 00:36:13,750 --> 00:36:11,440 actions 882 00:36:15,829 --> 00:36:13,760 all i can do is try to have as much 883 00:36:17,829 --> 00:36:15,839 integrity as i can 884 00:36:20,950 --> 00:36:17,839 when i do this show 885 00:36:22,950 --> 00:36:20,960 and show as much compassion as i can 886 00:36:26,550 --> 00:36:22,960 on my twitter 887 00:36:29,990 --> 00:36:26,560 or my instagram or my 888 00:36:31,829 --> 00:36:30,000 live chatters you know 889 00:36:33,750 --> 00:36:31,839 and i'm definitely not perfect and 890 00:36:35,190 --> 00:36:33,760 there's times where i screwed up and 891 00:36:37,349 --> 00:36:35,200 there's times where i'm gonna screw up 892 00:36:39,510 --> 00:36:37,359 again 893 00:36:42,870 --> 00:36:39,520 you know 894 00:36:44,630 --> 00:36:42,880 um but you have to try 895 00:36:47,589 --> 00:36:44,640 it's like 896 00:36:49,190 --> 00:36:47,599 try quitting 897 00:36:51,190 --> 00:36:49,200 and then you break and you have one well 898 00:36:53,270 --> 00:36:51,200 that doesn't mean that you have to stop 899 00:36:58,390 --> 00:36:53,280 trying to quit 900 00:36:58,400 --> 00:37:01,670 i just you know 901 00:37:01,680 --> 00:37:07,030 so sometimes i apologize if 902 00:37:14,069 --> 00:37:10,550 you know i think people are get stuck in 903 00:37:14,079 --> 00:37:18,870 giving donations well 904 00:37:23,190 --> 00:37:21,670 you know while i won't go there i mean 905 00:37:26,710 --> 00:37:23,200 there's a lot of people doing a lot of 906 00:37:31,910 --> 00:37:29,510 all i know is i do what i do 907 00:37:34,829 --> 00:37:33,910 i could make a living on this even if i 908 00:37:37,109 --> 00:37:34,839 wanted 909 00:37:38,870 --> 00:37:37,119 to you know 910 00:37:45,270 --> 00:37:38,880 i would lose my house 911 00:37:45,280 --> 00:37:49,109 that was rough 912 00:37:52,470 --> 00:37:51,030 and i'm sure they're not rich 913 00:37:54,230 --> 00:37:52,480 doing it either 914 00:37:55,589 --> 00:37:54,240 i'm sure they're still struggling in 915 00:37:57,829 --> 00:37:55,599 their life because you can only make so 916 00:38:01,750 --> 00:37:57,839 much doing this stuff 917 00:38:05,990 --> 00:38:03,910 you know people will choose what they 918 00:38:08,310 --> 00:38:06,000 want to do with their time and where 919 00:38:09,910 --> 00:38:08,320 they want to get their information 920 00:38:11,670 --> 00:38:09,920 and 921 00:38:13,589 --> 00:38:11,680 who am i to say that they're wrong or 922 00:38:16,550 --> 00:38:13,599 right in their decision it's up to them 923 00:38:21,829 --> 00:38:19,990 you know doesn't mean i have to 924 00:38:23,589 --> 00:38:21,839 go out there and support and retweet or 925 00:38:25,190 --> 00:38:23,599 whatever buy stuff 926 00:38:27,430 --> 00:38:25,200 doesn't mean you do 927 00:38:30,870 --> 00:38:27,440 but if other people want to 928 00:38:36,710 --> 00:38:33,430 and if it's you know upsetting enough to 929 00:38:37,750 --> 00:38:36,720 someone all you can do is hope 930 00:38:40,150 --> 00:38:37,760 that 931 00:38:41,829 --> 00:38:40,160 here comes a point where you know they 932 00:38:46,950 --> 00:38:41,839 feel enlightened a little bit and go 933 00:38:48,870 --> 00:38:46,960 somewhere else or maybe vice versa 934 00:38:50,710 --> 00:38:48,880 you know maybe the show 935 00:38:55,589 --> 00:38:50,720 because it's not just them it's like so 936 00:39:00,710 --> 00:38:58,310 this community 937 00:39:02,470 --> 00:39:00,720 has been wrought 938 00:39:04,790 --> 00:39:02,480 with people just trying to take 939 00:39:06,950 --> 00:39:04,800 advantage of other people 940 00:39:07,750 --> 00:39:06,960 and take their money 941 00:39:09,349 --> 00:39:07,760 like 942 00:39:11,030 --> 00:39:09,359 this is not you 943 00:39:15,750 --> 00:39:11,040 you know 944 00:39:17,430 --> 00:39:15,760 about ucr anymore this is just a 945 00:39:19,270 --> 00:39:17,440 different thing 946 00:39:22,710 --> 00:39:19,280 and it's been on 947 00:39:22,720 --> 00:39:26,790 you know 948 00:39:31,829 --> 00:39:29,750 it's not unique to this community 949 00:39:33,750 --> 00:39:31,839 either 950 00:39:35,589 --> 00:39:33,760 there's been 951 00:39:37,109 --> 00:39:35,599 you know but in the end it's always up 952 00:39:38,630 --> 00:39:37,119 to the person to decide what they want 953 00:39:40,829 --> 00:39:38,640 to do with their time what they want to 954 00:39:42,950 --> 00:39:40,839 watch and all that kind of 955 00:39:49,670 --> 00:39:42,960 stuff you know 956 00:39:54,310 --> 00:39:52,390 uh i don't have an objection 957 00:39:55,910 --> 00:39:54,320 against people paying money 958 00:39:57,109 --> 00:39:55,920 people can do what they want with their 959 00:39:58,790 --> 00:39:57,119 own time 960 00:40:01,910 --> 00:39:58,800 and with their own money 961 00:40:03,030 --> 00:40:01,920 it's not my decision to make 962 00:40:07,109 --> 00:40:03,040 you know 963 00:40:10,870 --> 00:40:08,950 um and when i say i lost my car and all 964 00:40:12,470 --> 00:40:10,880 that kind of stuff it's it's 965 00:40:14,069 --> 00:40:12,480 you know i'm not sitting here saying 966 00:40:17,430 --> 00:40:14,079 it's because i'm doing this show every 967 00:40:19,109 --> 00:40:17,440 day that blah blah blah you know it's 968 00:40:21,349 --> 00:40:19,119 coronavirus 969 00:40:23,030 --> 00:40:21,359 it's hard to get ahead 970 00:40:25,270 --> 00:40:23,040 at this point 971 00:40:27,910 --> 00:40:25,280 um but i'm still doing okay i'm still 972 00:40:29,349 --> 00:40:27,920 doing fine i'm still in love we still 973 00:40:31,910 --> 00:40:29,359 have enough money to survive and all 974 00:40:33,030 --> 00:40:31,920 that kind of stuff and i'm i'm not 975 00:40:35,190 --> 00:40:33,040 um 976 00:40:39,190 --> 00:40:35,200 living on a curb or anything 977 00:40:42,069 --> 00:40:40,390 i'm just saying 978 00:40:44,790 --> 00:40:42,079 um 979 00:40:45,990 --> 00:40:44,800 you know life isn't easy for for people 980 00:40:48,390 --> 00:40:46,000 for anyone 981 00:40:49,990 --> 00:40:48,400 and i'm sure it isn't for the ucr people 982 00:40:51,270 --> 00:40:50,000 either 983 00:40:53,589 --> 00:40:51,280 you know 984 00:40:55,190 --> 00:40:53,599 and they can make their choices and make 985 00:40:58,309 --> 00:40:55,200 their way and 986 00:41:00,470 --> 00:40:58,319 whatever happens with them happens 987 00:41:02,309 --> 00:41:00,480 you know but it's not my place to 988 00:41:06,150 --> 00:41:02,319 to say it's wrong or right because i 989 00:41:08,309 --> 00:41:06,160 just simply don't know 990 00:41:11,750 --> 00:41:08,319 you know and it's 991 00:41:14,710 --> 00:41:11,760 it would take up too much time 992 00:41:17,589 --> 00:41:14,720 and too much of my emotions to 993 00:41:19,510 --> 00:41:17,599 you know put that into a fight that i'm 994 00:41:20,950 --> 00:41:19,520 not even really sure what 995 00:41:23,829 --> 00:41:20,960 would be 996 00:41:28,790 --> 00:41:26,069 you know because in the end people are 997 00:41:30,950 --> 00:41:28,800 individuals and they can do what they 998 00:41:35,270 --> 00:41:30,960 wish 999 00:41:38,230 --> 00:41:35,280 and i'm not here to judge what people do 1000 00:41:41,589 --> 00:41:38,240 all i can do is control what i do 1001 00:41:43,910 --> 00:41:41,599 and hopefully people magnetize it and 1002 00:41:46,309 --> 00:41:43,920 towards that and feel the same way i do 1003 00:41:49,030 --> 00:41:46,319 about stuff 1004 00:41:51,190 --> 00:41:49,040 you know which i think people do 1005 00:41:54,230 --> 00:41:51,200 maybe not as many i've been only doing 1006 00:41:57,829 --> 00:41:54,240 this for six months 1007 00:41:57,839 --> 00:42:03,190 so who knows what the future holds 1008 00:42:09,510 --> 00:42:05,750 so i think 1009 00:42:11,190 --> 00:42:09,520 all you can really do is show by example 1010 00:42:13,430 --> 00:42:11,200 you know if 1011 00:42:15,349 --> 00:42:13,440 you see a change 1012 00:42:17,270 --> 00:42:15,359 that needs to be done you just make that 1013 00:42:20,550 --> 00:42:17,280 change in your own life and what you do 1014 00:42:20,560 --> 00:42:24,790 you gotta lead by example 1015 00:42:30,069 --> 00:42:25,829 you know 1016 00:42:33,910 --> 00:42:31,910 that's all we could ever do 1017 00:42:44,150 --> 00:42:33,920 unless your boss then you can just say 1018 00:42:46,950 --> 00:42:44,870 so 1019 00:42:48,470 --> 00:42:46,960 i think it's up to 1020 00:42:51,190 --> 00:42:48,480 you know individuals what they want to 1021 00:42:54,790 --> 00:42:51,200 do and you know it is what it is 1022 00:42:56,950 --> 00:42:54,800 so i do my thing that do their thing 1023 00:42:59,030 --> 00:42:56,960 you know 1024 00:43:00,790 --> 00:42:59,040 i don't really have a beef and when i 1025 00:43:02,710 --> 00:43:00,800 feel negative it's just like i said 1026 00:43:04,630 --> 00:43:02,720 earlier on one of those hard days one 1027 00:43:05,670 --> 00:43:04,640 i'm dealing with my experience and i run 1028 00:43:07,750 --> 00:43:05,680 into 1029 00:43:09,670 --> 00:43:07,760 you know a merch post or something like 1030 00:43:11,670 --> 00:43:09,680 that yeah that's hard 1031 00:43:17,430 --> 00:43:11,680 you know 1032 00:43:21,990 --> 00:43:19,829 but generally speaking 1033 00:43:24,470 --> 00:43:22,000 um i try not to get into that or think 1034 00:43:28,230 --> 00:43:24,480 about it too much you know 1035 00:43:28,240 --> 00:43:32,230 that's how i feel 1036 00:43:35,510 --> 00:43:33,990 so 1037 00:43:38,069 --> 00:43:35,520 you know but i wouldn't lie to you it 1038 00:43:40,309 --> 00:43:38,079 has been on my mind because there is a 1039 00:43:41,589 --> 00:43:40,319 certain person that goes pretty hard at 1040 00:43:43,510 --> 00:43:41,599 it 1041 00:43:46,790 --> 00:43:43,520 and take me in a post and i'm like oh 1042 00:43:48,790 --> 00:43:46,800 god don't get me involved in this 1043 00:43:50,710 --> 00:43:48,800 um 1044 00:43:51,990 --> 00:43:50,720 you know because in the end of the day 1045 00:43:53,430 --> 00:43:52,000 like 1046 00:43:55,670 --> 00:43:53,440 i don't know that i'd be here if i 1047 00:43:57,589 --> 00:43:55,680 wasn't a you know participate in the big 1048 00:44:00,870 --> 00:43:57,599 phone home one 1049 00:44:02,790 --> 00:44:00,880 all that stuff you know 1050 00:44:04,390 --> 00:44:02,800 um i don't really exactly want to bite 1051 00:44:05,829 --> 00:44:04,400 the hand that you know 1052 00:44:08,069 --> 00:44:05,839 fed me 1053 00:44:09,430 --> 00:44:08,079 either you know everyone's just trying 1054 00:44:11,510 --> 00:44:09,440 to do the best they can and make the 1055 00:44:12,950 --> 00:44:11,520 best decisions they can and everyone has 1056 00:44:14,710 --> 00:44:12,960 different perspectives and different 1057 00:44:18,309 --> 00:44:14,720 life experiences that guide those 1058 00:44:18,319 --> 00:44:21,030 nice 1059 00:44:27,670 --> 00:44:23,589 i do have a t-shirt but i forget where 1060 00:44:30,150 --> 00:44:27,680 where it is what the link is 1061 00:44:32,230 --> 00:44:30,160 but yeah i mean even merch itself it's 1062 00:44:34,309 --> 00:44:32,240 funny like um 1063 00:44:36,710 --> 00:44:34,319 it takes a lot of time to put the merch 1064 00:44:39,109 --> 00:44:36,720 together like i was in a band for a long 1065 00:44:40,790 --> 00:44:39,119 time it's not like you can just click a 1066 00:44:43,190 --> 00:44:40,800 couple of buttons and have merch and 1067 00:44:45,270 --> 00:44:43,200 people buy it like you have to design 1068 00:44:46,870 --> 00:44:45,280 the stuff then if you want people to buy 1069 00:44:49,270 --> 00:44:46,880 it you do have to 1070 00:44:51,829 --> 00:44:49,280 post stuff so people know 1071 00:44:53,829 --> 00:44:51,839 you know so it's just kind of the way of 1072 00:44:56,309 --> 00:44:53,839 the world you know 1073 00:44:58,390 --> 00:44:56,319 it's just how it goes 1074 00:45:00,069 --> 00:44:58,400 the good part though is 1075 00:45:02,950 --> 00:45:00,079 you know hopefully this amendment goes 1076 00:45:05,829 --> 00:45:02,960 through and it passes 1077 00:45:08,390 --> 00:45:05,839 and in the end isn't that what 1078 00:45:10,710 --> 00:45:08,400 you know a lot of 1079 00:45:12,710 --> 00:45:10,720 for a lot of people what what this stuff 1080 00:45:15,349 --> 00:45:12,720 is about is getting some 1081 00:45:17,990 --> 00:45:15,359 transparency 1082 00:45:21,510 --> 00:45:18,000 and does that mean or guarantee 1083 00:45:23,510 --> 00:45:21,520 transparency no but it's a great step 1084 00:45:24,950 --> 00:45:23,520 it's a huge step 1085 00:45:28,150 --> 00:45:24,960 you know 1086 00:45:30,069 --> 00:45:28,160 and they were a part of that 1087 00:45:32,550 --> 00:45:30,079 like it or not 1088 00:45:34,550 --> 00:45:32,560 you know 1089 00:45:36,309 --> 00:45:34,560 they deserve credit for them 1090 00:45:38,950 --> 00:45:36,319 so 1091 00:45:43,030 --> 00:45:41,109 you know i have bad days but in the end 1092 00:45:44,309 --> 00:45:43,040 i i'll always believe in love and that 1093 00:45:47,190 --> 00:45:44,319 we should show as much love and 1094 00:45:49,750 --> 00:45:47,200 compassion as we can and and i hope i do 1095 00:45:52,470 --> 00:45:49,760 think that that would save the day 1096 00:45:56,710 --> 00:45:52,480 and it just may take time 1097 00:45:59,750 --> 00:45:58,230 yeah i mean that's that's what i was 1098 00:46:01,910 --> 00:45:59,760 pretty much talking about early and it's 1099 00:46:04,069 --> 00:46:01,920 really hard to to do things and not let 1100 00:46:06,950 --> 00:46:04,079 money influence your decision making it 1101 00:46:09,030 --> 00:46:06,960 can be done for sure 1102 00:46:10,630 --> 00:46:09,040 most definitely 1103 00:46:11,990 --> 00:46:10,640 it's just not easy 1104 00:46:16,470 --> 00:46:12,000 i'm not saying that's what's happening 1105 00:46:21,990 --> 00:46:17,990 about 1106 00:46:27,670 --> 00:46:24,230 sean's old merch a-okay 1107 00:46:31,589 --> 00:46:27,680 [Laughter] 1108 00:46:36,070 --> 00:46:33,190 all right 1109 00:46:40,790 --> 00:46:36,080 i know where one shirt is here you go 1110 00:46:43,770 --> 00:46:42,790 you can't have it though 1111 00:46:47,589 --> 00:46:43,780 it's my only one 1112 00:46:50,150 --> 00:46:47,599 [Laughter] 1113 00:46:54,870 --> 00:46:50,160 so yeah 1114 00:47:00,870 --> 00:46:57,670 so hope that doesn't upset anybody but 1115 00:47:00,880 --> 00:47:05,109 honest to 1116 00:47:07,990 --> 00:47:06,950 who um 1117 00:47:11,589 --> 00:47:08,000 who i am 1118 00:47:13,829 --> 00:47:11,599 and when i'm not who i'd like to be 1119 00:47:19,430 --> 00:47:16,150 with that being said we have a pretty 1120 00:47:21,510 --> 00:47:19,440 good show later with um the experiencer 1121 00:47:24,790 --> 00:47:21,520 from the observers 1122 00:47:29,349 --> 00:47:26,950 you know she has a lot to say in that 1123 00:47:31,109 --> 00:47:29,359 movie 1124 00:47:33,510 --> 00:47:31,119 that's for sure so 1125 00:47:35,349 --> 00:47:33,520 i plan on digging 1126 00:47:38,470 --> 00:47:35,359 with some of that and having a good 1127 00:47:41,030 --> 00:47:38,480 conversation it's gonna be at 6 pm 1128 00:47:45,270 --> 00:47:41,040 central standard time 1129 00:47:49,109 --> 00:47:47,829 sometimes i don't say the person's last 1130 00:47:52,870 --> 00:47:49,119 name because i think i'm going to screw 1131 00:47:58,309 --> 00:47:56,069 um but yeah so deborah's gonna be on 1132 00:47:59,270 --> 00:47:58,319 um look forward to talking with her you 1133 00:48:01,510 --> 00:47:59,280 know 1134 00:48:04,710 --> 00:48:01,520 um 1135 00:48:06,790 --> 00:48:04,720 i love that i am 1136 00:48:08,870 --> 00:48:06,800 you know a place for experiencers 1137 00:48:10,950 --> 00:48:08,880 to come as you know 1138 00:48:13,430 --> 00:48:10,960 there is a safe space 1139 00:48:15,670 --> 00:48:13,440 um but i am and i like 1140 00:48:17,430 --> 00:48:15,680 that 1141 00:48:20,309 --> 00:48:17,440 you know because we need uh we need 1142 00:48:21,910 --> 00:48:20,319 spots for experiencers like her like 1143 00:48:24,710 --> 00:48:21,920 linda like myself 1144 00:48:27,990 --> 00:48:24,720 other people um to go and be free and 1145 00:48:32,150 --> 00:48:29,510 you know 1146 00:48:35,750 --> 00:48:32,160 and not be ridiculed because 1147 00:48:40,150 --> 00:48:35,760 that happens sometimes 1148 00:48:45,030 --> 00:48:41,670 and that would be the one thing that 1149 00:48:46,309 --> 00:48:45,040 irritates me more than anything 1150 00:48:50,390 --> 00:48:46,319 so 1151 00:48:54,150 --> 00:48:51,430 i don't know just kind of throwing 1152 00:48:55,910 --> 00:48:54,160 together show but uh i cancelled on 1153 00:48:57,510 --> 00:48:55,920 until last time and we had this 1154 00:48:58,309 --> 00:48:57,520 scheduled and i really wanted to do it 1155 00:49:01,030 --> 00:48:58,319 so 1156 00:49:05,109 --> 00:49:01,040 we went ahead and did it 1157 00:49:11,349 --> 00:49:07,750 you know stay positive 1158 00:49:13,589 --> 00:49:11,359 look for yeah i'll make some 1159 00:49:18,630 --> 00:49:13,599 i'll make some i'll make some but 1160 00:49:18,640 --> 00:49:22,950 who's this fancy guy 1161 00:49:22,960 --> 00:49:26,549 all right so 1162 00:49:30,870 --> 00:49:28,390 uh yeah with that being said you guys 1163 00:49:33,670 --> 00:49:30,880 stay positive stay up be good to each 1164 00:49:36,309 --> 00:49:33,680 other uh be good to everybody else ucr 1165 00:49:37,910 --> 00:49:36,319 and everybody you know everybody's um 1166 00:49:39,349 --> 00:49:37,920 you know doing the best 1167 00:49:41,270 --> 00:49:39,359 that they can 1168 00:49:42,150 --> 00:49:41,280 and i don't think there's anybody trying 1169 00:49:45,190 --> 00:49:42,160 to be 1170 00:49:46,390 --> 00:49:45,200 uh evil or nefarious 1171 00:49:47,589 --> 00:49:46,400 um 1172 00:49:49,430 --> 00:49:47,599 you know 1173 00:49:51,430 --> 00:49:49,440 just love each other and respect each 1174 00:49:54,230 --> 00:49:51,440 other's decisions and if you don't like 1175 00:50:01,589 --> 00:49:56,549 you know sometimes it sucks but you can 1176 00:50:06,790 --> 00:50:03,829 like my channel 1177 00:50:08,470 --> 00:50:06,800 i would love more people 1178 00:50:10,390 --> 00:50:08,480 love the people i got 1179 00:50:13,910 --> 00:50:10,400 by the way too so 1180 00:50:15,109 --> 00:50:13,920 all right you guys have a groovy day and 1181 00:50:17,990 --> 00:50:15,119 you're gonna get real sick of me because 1182 00:50:19,670 --> 00:50:18,000 i'll be back in less than four hours 1183 00:50:22,470 --> 00:50:19,680 all right with that being said this 1184 00:50:24,470 --> 00:50:22,480 video is most fitting thank you so much 1185 00:50:27,349 --> 00:50:24,480 i really do appreciate you and coming 1186 00:50:29,589 --> 00:50:27,359 around and being here and watching these 1187 00:50:31,829 --> 00:50:29,599 and saying nice things and uplifting 1188 00:50:35,510 --> 00:50:31,839 things and showing support 1189 00:50:38,230 --> 00:50:36,950 really really does 1190 00:50:40,470 --> 00:50:38,240 so 1191 00:50:46,290 --> 00:50:40,480 i truly mean that all right